Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label change. Show all posts

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Leap of faith

We all love a good ole fashion rag to riches story. And even still some of us resign to spend our life on the side li nes being content with our commonplace jobs and our commonplace. existence. I believe in all of us has there is yet to be discovered a mountain of unfulfilled potential and uncharted possibilities. In all of us there are gifts and talents deposited by God Himself to make an impact on this world.
It has been said by Pastor Paula White that the life God has for you is BIGGER than the life you are living right now.
We need to acknowledge inside of us that big dream that goes beyond anything you could make happen by yourself in the natural the one . I am talking about a supersize desire that need divine assistance and supernatural help. A dream that would require you stretching yourself beyond anything you think you are right now capable of handling. The point I am trying to make is resurrect that dream today in the name of Jesus. Tell God you know He is a big God and you are asking HIM for help and support with your big dreams. Get out the kiddie pool and take a leap in to deep. It is time to take risks and grow from your mistakes. It is time to step out into the unknown and make a choice for better change in your life. Believe me I understand better than you can imagine how tough can seem to go in pursuit of your dreams. But right now my hunger for better is bigger than the fear of the unknown. If you understood the choice of doing this with God you would know this is not a luck of the draw but a guarantee of faith. God is for and when you are in relationship with him you understand that all things will work out together for your good. In Jesus Name Be Blessed, Manie

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Change starts with you and not others

For a long time I held on the misbelief that there were some people in my life that needed to change before I was going to be able to deal with them. I felt their behavior towards me was intolerable and it was within my righteous indignation to NOT deal with them any longer. I became a PRO at cutting people out of my life. I felt to vulnerable to being hurt because of wounds still untreated from earlier times in my life. Even after I received healing from Jesus for my emotional wounds I still felt the need to protect myself. In order to protect myself first of all I had to stay a little guarded and NOT let people all the way in my heart. I realized it was too much to let people know how much I loved and cared for them. It was especially in terms of male relationships that I hid my feelings. A lot of the times I went out of my way to out right lie about what I felt about the person. There was no openness, no honesty and no vulnerability from me . And as the scriptures goes in Galatians 6:7 Do not be deceived: God cannot be mocked. A man reaps what he sows. So in return I didn't receive in those same relationships any openness, honesty and vulnerability from them. So then instead of paying attention to the plank in my own eye I was always trying to get the speck of sawdust out of someone else's eye. It use to boggle my mind why I would always meet the guys that needed to be taken care of. And then the Lord said to me it was a tactic from the enemy to keep me distracted from the work that needed to be done in my own life. Maybe I am alone in this but I was so frustrated at why people just couldn't love me the way I felt I wanted - no needed -to be loved. It was not until a few years ago that I realized that I didn't even love myself and worse than that was the TRUTH that I didn't really get it that God loved me. We take in the fact that God loves us with HEAD knowledge but when you receive it with HEART knowledge then things start to change in your life. Most of all you start to change. You start to see YOURSELF the way God sees you. You realize how much you are worth because of the price that Jesus Christ paid for you to live free and abundantly. You realize the truth that you are not forsaken and forgotten. God was right there with you all the time and every thing in your life that was meant for evil, He has promised it will be use for your good. When you see take time and read the word of God then it becomes personal and real to you How much You are Loved. Then you are able to stop FIGHTING against people and start praying for people. What was impossible with you becomes possible with God. When people don't treat us the way we want or even the way we deserve it is written 1 Peter 4:8 Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers a multitude of sins. In Jesus Name Be Blessed, Manie